I'll promise to myself

In daze and tears

But all I can say is I do remember

And my first memories are so simple

I remember, with this foggy vision of the world

But oh yeah so simple they were

Maybe because I couldn't comprehend

The days pass by

Years come

Losses are added

And yet, Nothing will change

The Ground I stood before

Who am I, and what I do

All molded by a sequence, a stream of events

Accidents

Wheter good and bad

Pain I caused, and pain inflicted upon me

Whatever the day, the year, my age

It'll always be half way to somewhere

And where I will be?

Not to be ashamed of 

Actually shameless is what I've been

I just can't figure out

What will come of this all.

Well, that's normal

No one is able to gaze into the future

Presumptions, analysis is all that there is.

I feel, I remember the feeling

Even older my heart has shrunk so much

I can't stand these mementos I'll carry with me forever

Tears must flow

And remember that a life has grown

But this doesn't change the fact that even now

A dim light shines

If not for today

For memories from a time

When you wheren't this one.