In supersonic grounds

I mean, wherever you can scream out your inner demons in the speed of sound

The twilight brings the good & evil from everywhere

And from inside of me

The glass shards wet with blood

My blood

My arm's blood

And I couldn't take away the pain

I couldn't drive me away from the pain

The slightest dream of lucidity is just a dream

Is just a memory to recall

I drove myself to the deepest pit that I've ever saw

I could see no light, no fear, just numbness

Above and below me

Angels singing 

"No tomorrow, no tomorrow"

And Forsake in the deepest pit

I've compound myself

In all the madness inside of me

I just desired to be locked away from everything.

I wanted to be beaten, assaulted with the same glass shards 

That tempted me

All in all, I wanted to be locked away from human kind

Just a being, a object 

A faulty object

Incapable of thinking, of desiring, of listening

Of being myself.

I could not express the pain inside of me

The kind of feeling that explodes in sorrow

Not only sorrow 

HATRED

DISGUST

DEMORALIZED

ABUSED

by myself

and

DREAD.

Christ, where you were when my heart screamed on supersonic grounds?

I was no more

Nothing left, neither a shadow of a man

No dust, no ashes, no desire

No love

No life

And I've tried to scream for help

I couldn't

Just a demoralized human being

Taken out of my position in the society

God, how could anyone desire such a burden to carry on to the rest of the life?

But I'm not, I'm not just a human being

I'm myself

Soul

Love

Desires

I'm not the one they said I am

No angel and no demon will scream at me again

In supersonic grounds

The last place that I could make this all works

And I'll do

No glass shard will cut my flesh

No glass shard, no nail, no knife

There will be no pain, no dark, no sorrow.

and no DREAD.

I'm just one. About myself

About everybody else.

About us all.