I said I don't care

There's not much Joy to find in life

When all feels like dying over and over

It's not results I look after

Just the passage of a day to the next

Knees on the ground

Begging to whatever we call god 

Please kill me

Do not let me kill anyone

If there's something to save

Then it might be what's in my core

Unbeatable

Impossible to break

 So easy to damage.