Why

Why all these new scars

They make no sense, no sense at all

I turn my hatred towards myself

But why 

There's no reason

There's no why

You would never understand 

Would never pick up the small details and picture the whole image

It's mine, only mine 

Never for a day would you understand

I don't understand myself

I fear

fear you, your acts, your thoughts

And I do because I'm not sure what you really want to do 

I'm a single person

Broken

Incomplete

And why? Simply because I'm afraid of your feelings towards me

I'm not someone to have pity

Easier to hate, easier to let go

Would you hate me? 

Or at least try to understand

It's something I can't understand myself

There's no reason to like what lies inside of me now.